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Name: teresa
Expertise: i'm really good at hanging up the phone on people. i don't mean to... i'm just kind of spaz-zy sometimes.
Occupation: Student
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5/7/2006
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| so again i'm not good w/the posting. but things have been crazy.
so things are going as good as possible i suppose. except for my mother blowing me off not once, but twice for my birthday. that was pretty not fun. i might've cried in front of people and on the phone to my best friend. i can't help it, i'm just really emotional these days.
so right now i'm just chilling after my shower, putting off doing my hair and waiting for j.lee to get here b/c we're making a late lunch. it's going to be biscuits'n'gravy or these bagel things her mom makes. i'm craving breakfast food for some reason these days. but i'm nervous about the biscuits'n'gravy b/c i am using my dad's directions b/c he makes the best in the world. worst comes to worst we'll end up making something else. i have taken off of work most of this week b/c of my birthday and i have 2 exams, so i have to study tonight, we'll see if that actually happens though. and i'm pretty sure i'm not going to my 7:30 tomorrow b/c i think it's illegal to have those on one's birthday anyway.
we should be getting a new roommate this week-ish. so that's new and will be good for the heat bills! but considering how little time carla spends here, and i spend more than her, but still not lots, so it should work out.
well now to do my hair.
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| so it's been a while. and in my life, that while translates to ridiculous amounts of happenings. i saw that in my last post i said things were on their way to being better. that didn't last long. July 26th was a very devastating day for me, it was the day that i got brought into morgan county cps and questioned. which was when we found out the tip of the iceberg of what has happened to my goddaughter. since then things just have been spiralling wildly out of control. people that i thought would always be there, well they aren't, and vice versa. my family has been torn apart and is trying to pick up the pieces. there is hope b/c of recent decisions made in a courtroom in faraway houston, texas that things will rebound. my end of the situation is still much more complex (and why wouldn't it be) but i have faith that it to will be resolved and my name will be untarnished. i have to.
so many other things are going on in my life that the only time i get to think of things is when i should be sleeping. i have 18credit hours, full time job and try to have a life. it's definitely catching up with me. but i don't want to ever cut back on the time that i make for my very close circle of friends b/c if i didn't at least do that i would be lost.
i just can't wait for that day when i get to pick up the phone and hear my goddaughter's voice.
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Top Gun
By Tom Cruise, Kelly McGillis, Val Kilmer, Anthony Edwards, Tom Skerritt
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it's been a while.... things aren't neccessarily better, but they are on their way, at least in some circumstances.
this is by far the hardest part of my life thus far, and i don't really see it being topped in the future. the only way i've made it until now is God & my friends, who have become my family. not that the family i have left isn't up to par, it's just that we've never been super close (w/my aunts, uncles and cousins and such), of course my dad and mom have been there and continue to be, but things are affecting them too, so it's just like we're kind of clinging to each other. there are definitely people who have helped so much that they stand-out from the rest, and once it gets all cleared away i'm totally going to do something special for all of them.
i just want this all to go away so i can get back to a "normal" life, get a decent job (which i can't do until this ridiculousness gets set aside), go out with my friends, and spend time with the boy.
now to get to the movie i've been attempting to watch all evening.
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| soooooo. it's been a little bit of time since i updated. it was just getting to the point where things in my life were kind of spiraling down & i didn't really feel like chronicling that for all to see. it's not that things are fabulous now, neccessarily, but things are definitely better and that's all i can really ask for.
so yeah, i thought i would just update with that for you all to see that i am, in fact, still alive. and to the people who still check it all the time (and yes those people do exist) something to read since my last update before valentine's day.
annnnnnnnnnnd a survey b/c i'm bored:
If you had to spend an entire weekend inside, who would you want it to be with?
the nda crew. or johnny depp. actually, let's just say johnny depp.
When eating mashed potatoes do you prefer a spoon or a fork?
spoon
Loofah (sploosh thing) or washcloth?
loofah
The last time you blew your nose?
ummm, i think yesterday maybe
Favorite type of cereal?
cracklin oat bran
Where do you put your keys when you walk inside the door?
they are thrown into my purse which is a black hole.
Do you wanna make out?
with who?
While at home for the evening, do you leave your shoes on or off?
no shoes, der
Do you like previews before a movie?
if they're for good movies. or horribly bad.
How do you feel about ceiling fans?
i don't use them b/c i'm afraid it'll fall on me since my roommate's fell
Do you put the hot chocolate packet in before or after the hot water?
depends if i'm being fancy and switching cups
Do you like naps? Do you require them?
i greatly enjoy them and lately that the only time incriments i sleep in
What is the first thing that comes to mind right now?
i don't want to go to work
Do you have any music ringtones on your phone?
about a gazillion b/c i can make them myself
Which Female Model is your favorite?
heidi klum.
If you could go out to dinner tonight, where would you love to go?
somewhere that they serve steaks
Do you go outside and play when the weather is freezing?
if other people are doing it and peer pressure me into it
Do you own de-icer?
i wish
How do you like your burger?
cheese, a1, worcesher sauce
3 things you like to do on Saturdays?
sleep. do laundry. watch movies
Do u have a favorite cup to drink out of?
yeah, but it's not at my apartment
Polka dots or stripes?
stripes
What kind of jelly do you like on your PB&J?
grape. that's the only kind that SHOULD be on one
Crunchy or creamy peanut butter?
creamy
Did you have a cool sixteenth birthday party?
i don't really remember. i'm sure i had fun w/friends doing something
Are your toenails painted right now?
bright red, per usual
Your favorite band/singer right now?
o geeze. 50 cent. keith urban. the fray
If you ran up to the gas station right now, what would you buy?
fuel? is that a trick question or something?
Do you like being around other people's children?
so long as they aren't brats. and we all know i can never get enough of jonah's hooligans
How many pairs of sunglasses do you own?
1, that i can never find
What do you like to do in the winter?
cuddle
Are you a frequent drinker?
not so much
Can you write decently with the opposite hand?
it's about on par with most male's handwriting
If you live alone, do you still put up a Christmas tree?
i live w/carla. and i put up a christmas tree that i think all of our friends who came over enjoyed more than us b/c they always turned it on
Last movie you watched?
corky romano.
Does it piss you off when people call you after you've gone to sleep?
momentarily until i realize it's my fault for not turning it on silent
Drunk daily.....Good or Bad?
probably not a good thing
What was the highlight of your week?
new hair!
Who's car were you in last?
jessica lee's
When was the last time you were mad?
friday night
What color shirt are you wearing?
orange.
How long is your hair?
short now
How long have you been friends with your best friend?
she said 8 years but then recently gave me more years credit
Who's on your mind right now?
apollo anton ono... b/c he's dancing on tv right now
Last thing you ate?
a key lime yoplait
Last thing you drank?
red kool-aid
Where did you sleep last night?
the left side of my bed
Do you have a boyfriend?
debatable
Are you happy right now?
yes
What did you say last?
are they really dancing to this song?
Where is your phone?
coffee table
Favorite comedian?
bill cosby
What color are your eyes?
blue
Who came over last?
do we still count kyle? probably not. so then all the people that came to the part friday
Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
my sister, more than most things
What are you listening to?
tv
What's your favorite scent?
o goodness. boys.
Who makes you the happiest right now?
probably the people i work with.... and all my awesome friends. but i see the work people more
What were you doing at midnight last night?
watching wild hearts can't be broken
What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
stupid phone
Are you left-handed?
nope
Spell your name without vowels:
trs ln hts
How many pairs of jeans do you own?
i don't know. i only wear them to work
What color(s) do you wear most often?
red for work... and then probably blue outside of that.
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| almost Valentine's Day! doesn't really mean anything to me considering my status. but i'm not sad about it. i'm pro-telling people how you feel about them and i feel that V-Day is a good time to do that. but on the other hand it is really easy for it to become Single's Awareness Day (SAD). but i think it all just depends on your attitudes and the people you're around. which leads me to another reason i'm shocked i'm not down this year: my roommate has a significant other. carla & kyle are together and seeing them doesn't bother me which is cool. and while it's true i wish a certain situation was changed a little (and by little i of course mean LOT), i am glad i'm not involved b/c i'm guessing that having a relationship on top of everything else going on right now just wouldn't be working.
ok i just got sidetracked and don't remember what else i was saying. k bye
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